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  Hurry up already, I told the Gods.

  I crossed my arms and called out, “How long am I supposed to wait?”

  “I’m sure it will be soon,” Mom said.

  I huffed and raised my eyes to the sky, just as rain began to pour down on me, as if the Gods had heard my plea. Within seconds, I was soaked. I started to call out again, and that's when the lightning bolt shot down from the clouds and hit me.

  The words in my throat turned to a silent scream as my whole body stiffened. Energy coursed through me, crackling with power, and I spread my arms wide as if it might shoot out of me and relieve the pressure—but that didn’t help. Wind swirled around me and lifted me into the air, embracing me with its magic, and then I dropped down hard into the mud. I was covered from head to toe in it, and all I could do was kneel as the magic overwhelmed me. Slowly it receded and the rain slowed to a light drizzle.

  I lifted my head. As I did, I felt a strange unease in my stomach, and darkness spread out from me in a circle, turning the grass and plants brown. Leaves and petals fell and shriveled up into dust, leaving only hard branches behind. The circle of death stopped just before it hit my parents, and then the magic disappeared and the sun peeked through the clouds again.

  “What was that?” I asked, as I rose to my feet. My limbs felt weak, like I’d just run for miles, and something wasn’t right. Mom had never mentioned a ring of death when she told me the story of her own Ascension.

  “I don’t know,” Kira said, her face troubled. “Auric?”

  He shook his head. “I’ve never read about anything like that happening before.”

  Reven’s fists clenched. “It has to be the Death Goddess.”

  “You think she’s making her presence known?” Jasin asked.

  Slade growled. “Is she tries to harm Sora, we will defeat her again.”

  Mom bent down and touched the ground, and the grass and plants all returned to life, as if it had never happened. “It’s probably nothing,” she said, as she brushed dirt off her hands. “However, we will send out extra patrols tonight in case more shades return, to be safe.”

  I nodded, though I had a feeling she was only saying that to keep me calm. Something wasn’t right and we all knew it, but we weren’t sure exactly how bad it was yet. All I knew was that my family would be with me to face whatever the problem was…along with my new mates, who I should be meeting soon.

  That night there was a banquet in my honor celebrating my twentieth birthday and my Ascension. The day marked the beginning of my parents’ retirement, and the start of the next dragon cycle. Important people from all four Realms, plus the elementals’ home Divine Isle, all came to give me gifts and wish me a happy birthday, either to size me up or try to earn my favor. It should have been a joyous occasion for me, but I found myself distracted all evening as I thought about what happened during my Ascension.

  It didn’t help that Erroh was missing from the banquet either, along with Carth and Zain. I knew things would change between us after this day, but I still hoped we could all be friends. Perhaps knowing my mates had been chosen for me was too hard for them. I understood that, but I still felt like a part of me was missing all evening, and every time I glanced at their empty seats my chest ached. Whatever happened to Erroh getting me drunk tonight?

  I made an excuse to head to bed as soon as I could without being rude. Mom gave me a knowing smile. “Ready to dream of your mates?” she asked, as she kissed me on the cheek.

  I nodded. It was time to move on to the men who would be there for me. “I’m anxious to meet them.”

  She smoothed a wayward piece of curly hair on my head. “Me too. I’m sure the Gods have chosen well.”

  I could only hope she was right, even as I wondered what the Death Goddess could be planning. Whatever it was, it couldn’t be good.

  It took me forever to fall asleep, but once I did, the dream came, just as Mom told me it would. She’d seen Jasin first, and since he was the first of her mates to arrive and the first she bonded with, I had to assume the man I dreamed of would be my first as well.

  The man in my dream had straight black hair that hung past his shoulders and shone like ink, and a face that looked familiar, though I couldn’t place it. He wore no shirt, and I admired his impressive broad shoulders and muscular chest. Tattoos ran down both his arms, and though I couldn’t make them out too well in the dream, I spotted one with a skull.

  A wicked grin spread across his handsome face, and I only saw cruelty in his pale eyes. He looked down at a man kneeling before him, and then grabbed him by the neck and lifted him up in the air. The poor man flailed and kicked, while my future mate laughed and held him with one hand—an impressive show of strength. All the life drained out of the man, and the black-haired fiend dropped the body to the floor with a smirk. He brushed off his hands, as if wiping off a bit of dust on them, and then turned away.

  I woke with a start and a lump of dread in my stomach. How could that man—that murderer—be one of my mates?

  Who had the Gods chosen for me?

  Chapter Three

  The next morning, I woke late. I’d tossed and turned so much that once sleep finally took me, it didn’t want to let me go. I slowly bathed and dressed, remembering the strange, deadly man in my dream, and wondering about the other men I might dream of next. As I pulled on a casual green gown and tied back my wild hair, I stared at myself in the mirror, at my light brown skin and hazel eyes.

  Today I was a new person—the Ascendant. Yet I didn’t feel any different. I was still just Sora. Daughter of heroes. Child to four fathers. Girl with an inescapable destiny.

  I headed to the small dining room where my family often shared an informal meal together, wondering if I would find any traces of breakfast. A few pieces of fruit and bread remained, and I put together a small plate. A servant rushed in and offered to make me something, but I declined. She returned anyway with some juice and scrambled eggs, because the staff always took good care of me. I thanked her profusely and then sat down to eat in the quiet room.

  As soon as I took the first bite, the door burst open and Erroh rushed inside. “There you are!” he said, as he came toward me. “I’ve been looking for you.”

  He seemed excited to see me for some reason, but all I could think of was how he’d skipped my birthday banquet. “Is that so?”

  He slid into the chair beside me. “I have something to tell you.”

  I raised an eyebrow as I stabbed my fork into my eggs. “Is it an explanation for where you were last night?”

  “Yes, actually. I’m very sorry about that, but something happened. Something incredible.” He drew in a deep breath. “The Air God came to me.”

  I dropped my fork. “What?”

  His eyes danced with barely-contained excitement. “Sora, I’m one of your mates. Can you believe it?”

  “No, I can’t.” I stared at him, and he gazed back with sincerity. Was it possible? All of my mother’s mates had been strangers, so I assumed mine would be as well. “Is this a joke of some kind?”

  “Definitely not. Watch.” He waved his hand, and a huge gust of wind hit the flower vase on the table and knocked it over, spilling water everywhere. He jumped up and righted it immediately. “Oops, I did not mean to do that. I have a lot to learn, obviously.”

  I let out a surprised laugh. Erroh was one of my mates! My first one, at that. Tears of joy hit my eyes and I jumped up to throw my arms around him. He hugged me back hard, and then our lips met without any hesitation. He kissed me with so much passion it made my heart race, and relief swept through my entire body. Kissing Erroh felt natural and so right, and now I could do it for the rest of my life without guilt or worry. I didn’t have to give him up after all.

  “You have no idea how much I prayed for this,” Erroh said, as he pressed his forehead against mine. “I’ve loved you my entire life, and I couldn’t stand the thought of not being with you. I begged the Gods to choose me, and the Air God listene
d.”

  “I always loved you too, but I didn’t think it was possible for you to be my mate, so I never let myself hope.” I let out a long breath and laughed softly. “Oh, this makes me feel a lot better.”

  He pulled back and studied me. “What do you mean? Is something wrong?”

  I hesitated, but there was no hiding anything from Erroh, my best friend for my entire life. And now my mate. “My dream last night… I’m sure it’s nothing.”

  His brow furrowed. “You didn't dream of me?”

  “No. I should have, but it was someone else.”

  “Perhaps everyone's Ascension is different. So much was lost during your grandmother's rule. For all we know, it happened much differently for her than for your mother.”

  His calm voice always settled my nerves. I smiled. “Yes, I'm sure you're right. If the Gods chose you, they must know what they’re doing.”

  The door opened again, and Carth strolled inside with a big cocky grin, followed by a more serious Zain, with eyes that smoldered as they landed on me. The instant they arrived, my knees grew weak, and I grabbed onto the nearby table to steady myself. I suddenly knew why they’d also missed my banquet—they’d been chosen too.

  “Let me guess, Water and Fire?” I managed to ask, though I was suddenly breathless.

  “How did you know?” Carth asked.

  I pressed a hand to my spinning head. “All three of you missed my banquet last night. Erroh was chosen by the Air God. It only makes sense you were chosen by Water and Fire. I just can’t believe it’s possible.”

  “It’s a great honor to be chosen by one of the Gods,” Zain said. “And now we can continue protecting you, as we’ve always done.”

  Carth nodded. “It makes sense. The three of us have always looked after you your entire life. We’ve always been your closest friends. Who else would the Gods choose but us?”

  When he put it like that, perhaps it did make sense. They said the Gods always chose the best mates for the Ascendant, and maybe they looked into my heart and saw how much I cared for these three men, even though I’d tried to deny my feelings my entire life. Now I didn’t have to do that anymore, and it was a huge relief. My last and final mate, my future Earth Dragon, would no doubt be a stranger, but that would be all right. I’d have my three oldest friends by my side through whatever came next.

  I gave Carth a hug and kissed his cheek, and then did the same for Zane. Both of them let their hands linger on me, igniting heat between my thighs. “I’m so happy you were both chosen. Truly.”

  “Now we just need to wait for your final mate and then we can start visiting the temples,” Erroh said, with a wide grin.

  “I’m sure we’re all looking forward to that,” Carth said, his smile turning naughty.

  I glanced between the three of them. “Are you all okay with this—with sharing me?”

  “I always knew it was your destiny,” Erroh said. “I’m just glad I get to be one of your mates.”

  Carth shrugged. “Doesn’t bother me. The more the merrier.”

  “I was raised by four fathers,” Zain said. “I understand the dynamics of it.”

  I let out a relieved sigh. “Good. All I can hope now is that they’ve chosen well for my fourth mate.”

  I thought back to my dream. That black-haired man must be the one chosen by the Earth God. Perhaps I didn’t have dreams of these three because I already knew them?

  My mother walked in, along with my father Slade. “We heard you were having a late breakfast,” Mom said. “Did you have a restless night dreaming of your mates?”

  I glanced quickly at the three men. “Something like that.”

  “I’m sure they’ll be arriving soon,” Slade said, as he grabbed a piece of bread.

  “Actually, three of them already have.” I gestured to Erroh, Carth, and Zain. “The Gods have chosen them for Air, Water, and Fire.”

  Mom blinked at the men, her face showing obvious surprise. “Oh! How…unexpected.”

  Slade’s brow furrowed as he studied the three men, in particular, Carth. “These are the men the Gods chose?”

  Mom elbowed him in the side and smiled at me. “How nice that you already know each other. That will save you a lot of trouble.”

  Slade grunted and grudgingly said, “I suppose the Gods know what is best for Sora.”

  I knew things would be awkward between my mates and my fathers, but this was worse than I’d expected. These men had known my parents all their lives. My parents had watched them grow up beside me, from the time we were children. Now they would have to train them and watch them become my mates. We all knew what that involved.

  Zain cleared his throat. “We’re all very honored and excited to begin training with you.”

  “Don’t expect us to go easy on you because you’re Sora’s friends,” my other father Revan said from behind me. He was so stealthy I hadn’t even heard him come in, and now he eyed Carth with disdain. “If you hurt her or break her heart, we will end your life. Painfully. And no one will find the bodies.”

  Mom held up a hand. “That’s enough of that, Revan.”

  “He’s right though,” Slade grumbled.

  “Don’t worry Uncle Slade, we’ll take good care of her,” Carth said, then gave Slade a friendly punch in the arm. Slade growled at him in response.

  “No one is going to hurt Sora,” Erroh said. “We all care about her very much.”

  “I hope that’s true…for your sakes,” Revan said.

  I covered my face with my hands. This was going to be a disaster.

  My parents always knew this day would come, so two years ago they moved me into a separate wing of the palace in preparation. My suite had a huge living space plus an equally large bedroom, and was surrounded by four other smaller suites prepared for my mates. Each of those rooms sat empty for years…until today.

  Over the course of a few hours, my three mates moved into their new suites. Each one was decorated for their element—Carth’s was done in deep blue and sea green hues, Zain’s in fiery red and black, and Erroh’s in pale yellow and sky blue. The last room was hunter green and warm brown, still sitting empty, but not for long.

  Once the three men were all moved in, we had supper sent up so we could share a meal together in our new dining area. I gazed across the stone table at my three friends, now my three mates, marveling over how things could change so quickly for us overnight. And yet, everything about it felt right. These men had always been destined to be mine.

  Things were already different though. Zain and Erroh were both in plain clothes, no longer wearing the uniforms of their previous stations. They were both giving up their careers to become my mates.

  “I’m sorry you had to say goodbye to your previous lives,” I told them, as we began to eat. “I’m sure this is a big change for all of you.”

  Erroh shrugged. “I only joined the Silver Guard so I could protect you and be near you. This is even better.”

  “I did always wonder why you joined,” I said with a smile. Growing up, Erroh had always had his nose in a book, until I dragged him off on some adventure and got us both into trouble. When he’d joined the Silver Guard at eighteen it had been a total shock. Now it made a lot more sense. My heart warmed knowing he’d done it to be near me, even though he thought he could never have me. “What about you, Zain? Are you sad you had to leave the Fire Temple for Soulspire?”

  Zain shook his head. “I served the Fire God at the temple, and now I serve him here. I’ll miss my family, but I’m confident this is the best place for me.”

  “And you, Carth?” I asked. He still wore his nobleman’s finery, with his silk shirt open just enough to give me a peek of his tan, sculpted chest.

  Carth let out a short laugh as he grabbed his wine. “My sister is set to inherit mother’s estates, so I’ve always been the spare and able to do whatever I please.” A sensual grin spread across his face. “And right now, that’s you.”

  Heat spread to my chee
ks and to other places in my body, reminding me of what I would soon be doing with these three men. In order to gain my elemental powers, I would have to bond with each of them at the different temples across the four Realms. Mom had told me what would happen during the bonding, but not in too many details, of course. Still, I had an idea of what to expect.

  Erroh rolled his eyes. “The texts all say she has to bond with her mates in the order of their arrival, so you’ll have to wait your turn. The Air Temple is first.”

  “Sounds like someone is eager to get started,” Carth said with a smirk.

  Erroh rested his hand over mine. “I’ve been waiting to be with Sora for a long time. I’m ready whenever she is.”

  Carth trailed his fingers down my forearm. "You know, I was the first one in the room after Erroh. Therefore we should head to the Water Temple after Air, isn’t that right?"

  Zain scowled. "You most certainly were not. I entered the room first. I knew about the order rule, and I made sure to be the first in."

  Carth shook his head. "I think if you search your memory, you'll find I'm correct."

  Erroh winked at me as they argued. He didn't care who went next. He would be my first.

  I couldn't help but be happy it would be him. I'd been attracted to Carth and Zain for years, but Erroh I'd loved since we were kids. Now that I could allow myself to be free and honest with how I felt, I was sure of it.

  As his thumb stroked my knuckles and the gazes of the men all rested on me, desire made my heart race. I was ready. Wasn’t I?

  Chapter Four

  My mates’ training began the next day, bright and early. Each of the men lined up outside in the courtyard facing their new teachers: my fathers. Zain bowed low to Jasin, who snickered in response. Carth made a joke to Revan, but his hard expression never changed. Auric clasped Erroh on the shoulder and gave him a few kind words with a smile. At least the two of them got along.